6 - SMKBJ --> MRSM Kuantan. 

You see, as I transferred schools from smkbj to mrsm kuantan, I noticed a huge load of difference. I had been studying in BJ for like 8 years, and then suddenly i'm being sent to another school with a complete different environment, so can you imagine how hard it was for me to cope with the new changes of surrounding? Everything was different especially with my new school being a boarding school. 

See, when you're in a new school, the people there plays the most important role. If you're not comfortable with the people, then you're most likely to hate the school. So as I went through a year filled with obstacles in mrsm kuantan, I realized that some people there are quite judgemental and it's saddening. Especially for my usage of 'I', 'you', people would constantly judge me for using that because it sounded 'gedik'(?).

You know what? My usage of 'I' 'you' doesn't make me any different from you, because I feel like i'm being treated differently sometimes. I've always tried to get used to using 'aku' 'kau' to fit in with the society because I realized, the world revolved around me instead of the other way around. Although I keep changing myself, there were times when I accidentally used 'I' 'You' again and boom, there goes the judgemental freaks again. I'm sorry that I was used to using that in my old school and no one cared because everyone (girls and boys) were using that and it didn't sound weird and it didn't make the people there stare at me like i'm nuts. 

I don't hate them, but i'm sad that this is what our society has come to. Not just that, there are other cases when I felt like an alien surrounded by human. But as time passes by, I guess they got used to my weirdness hahaha. I am not saying that my old school was a heck lot better, I mean there were pros and cons in both schools. And this was just the bad side of it. (don't worry, I'll make a longer post about the good side of it)

But whatever it is, my point is, to less judge people. I've made negative assumptions about people too and to be honest, I think it's impossible to stop judging because eventually, we're all gonna have little thoughts in our minds that whisper 'girl you look bad in those jeans', 'ew they're so not cute', and 'she shouldn't wear make up'. But the trick is to keep it to yourselves and think positively. We're all humans with secrets and mistakes and we don't know each other well so everyone is different. Don't think negatively of them just because they do things you're not familiarized with. You'll meet weirder people who does weirder things, so get used to this weird world hahaha. 

Cara diri sendiri je lah, reflect back your own personality. In that way, no one gets hurt, and the world would be a happier place for us to live in. Agree?

(NOT EVERYONE THERE IS JUDGEMENTAL OKAY SOME OF THEM ARE NICE AF LOVE U WARGA MRSM KTN)