231115.
Monday, November 23, 2015
Collection of poems. (14/10/15 - now)
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Gone.
As the leaves crackle in the moonlight,
As the wind seeps in through swiftly,
And as the birds nestle in the trees,
The voice of morning speaks in.
This time, it was a different kind of morning,
Coffee didn't taste the same,
Cold air brushes through skin,
Roads were lonely,
And empty spaces felt emptier.
This time, I remembered why,
You weren't there, and that's why maybe,
Things didn't feel in place.
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The Un-Thought.
I heard you were sick,
I wanted to ask,
I needed to know,
I hoped to wonder,
I longed to care.
Yet you didn't want me to,
You need not me,
You hoped for nothing more,
And you longed to be forgotten.
Why am I struggling?
Anxious?
Desperate?
Why do I still care?
Could I have believed upon the littlest chances that I might have had?
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Catastrophe.
You give me promises at 3 am,
You clinged me on to words,
You kissed me goodbyes,
You wished me sweet dreams,
You make me nervous,
Spin my head around,
Made me do things I wouldn't do,
You get yourself stuck in my head,
You told me to trust you.
How can I put so much faith in you,
When you walk with girls,
Take pictures with them,
Pretended like we had nothing?
Were you too blind,
You couldn't see the tear that slid upon my eye when I forced myself to look away?
That you couldn't see me struggling upon my own feet, trying to keep myself balanced?
As much hope you've made me attracted to you,
Any fake smiles and laughs you've given me,
I can't help but think of how stupid am I to still put so much faith in you.
Maybe I believed in true love, and you didn't.